Post by Ryan Phillipes on Mar 20, 2009 19:50:18 GMT -5
Send out the morning birds to sing of the damage
name;; Ryan Andrew Phillipes
nicknames;; Ry, Ryry, Ryro
age//birthday;; Twenty//05.05
class;; First Class
sexual orientation;; Metrosexual
Now that the calm's returned I know I can't manage
hair;; Ryro's hair is never really the same. It is normally somewhat scene styled and long, but when he does get it cut he tends to spike it all up into a moehawk.
eyes;; Ryan has almost racoon looking eyes becuase of the dark ring under them and with his eyes being a dark brown almost black color they just kind of blend in even though only half of his eyes are really ever seen since his eye lids tend to droop down.
body;; Ryan is a pretty scrawny looking boy when he is covered in all of his clothing, but once that is gone he is actually a pretty good looking guy. Sure he isn't the thickest built guy around the place, but he isn't pathetic looking either.
height/weight;; 6'1-6'2 // 130 lbs.
distinguishing features;;
Piercings.
-Bull Ring
-Gages
-Marilyn Monroe
Tattoos.
-Skull on his inner left forearm Clickyy
-Ship on his left shoulder Clickyy
-One star on his inner right wrist Clickyy(All of the stars)
-One star partly on the side of his right wrist
-One star kind of on the side of his right wrist
-Blue,Red, and White bird on the top of his left forearm/wrist Clickyy
your twin? Jordan Holland
put it all together and what do you get?
It is a hard thing to do, describe Ryan Phillipes. It is an awfully hard thing to do. He is never the same. Never has stayed with one look long enough for people to really place him as a certain something, but now he has been. He is a permanent druggie/alcoholic and is somewhat open about it. Unlike most of druggies or alcoholics or whatever he does take care of himself. He is a boy though and when he wakes up he runs his fingers through his hair once or twice and thats it. Sometimes he might actually do it up, but that is usually when he is trying to impress someone.
He has permanent raccoon eyes from all of the late night parties, drugs, and alcohol. He rarely ever has short hair and when he does he hates it. He is so self consious about it that he will rarely leave the house until it grows back out. Ryan use to get along just fine with his parents, but that was when he was still that little smiley boy who dressed in nice outfits and had the short spiky hair and seemed to be every parents dream child. But all it took was one girl. All it took was one afternoon with the wrong crowd and that boy was gone. The afternoon he changed he let his hair grow out. He wore skinny jeans with random band shirts and vans or converse. Even though he changed so much he still does dress up actually quite often. Really the only days that he really wears a plain ol' band shirt is on the days that he is sick or something when he just isn't in the mood to make an effort, otherwise he is usually in a button down shirt with a pair of skinny jeans or a regular shirt with a button up shirt on, but it is left unbuttoned.
Even though he doesn't wear make-up the rings under his eyes just makes it look like he does. Every piercing and tattoo that the boy has were all in protest against his parents. The gages were the first and there had been a whole lot of yelling that week. Next came the bull ring which got him even more screams, but he doesn't wear that one very often, but it is still always an option. Next was the skull tattoo on his upper forearm. Then the ship and then a marilyn monroe piercing. Followed shortly by a bird tattoo and a row of stars. Well his parents had enough of the it and after they figured out his drug use he was kicked out, but he didn't give a nuts. Just like everyone else born in New Orleans the boy was pale, but during the summer he usually disappears for a few weeks and then of course he returns tan, but refuses to tell anyone where he disappears to.
Ry is the boy who always has what looks to be a super small cigarette between his lips and sometimes he does have a cigarette, but usually it isn't. Ryan isn't really a big smiley type of guy, but he will laugh if something is funny and he loves to smirk. That is probably a really big thing with him. Smirking is he main lip form, even though he does actually have a great and flawless smile he rarely uses it. When Ryan doesn't get his hair cut, but he does get it trimmed like the sides and bangs that is when he does tend to make his hair into a moehawk. Of course you laugh now, but that is the only way he was leave his house after getting it trimmed or cut, but if it is cut to a point where he can't moehawk it up then he refuses to leave his house or he will wear something that covers his head and his short hair.
Ryry has always had dark eyes and I mean dark as in the color. Even though they are somewhat hazel they tend to look justa shade off of black most of the time and when his eyes are glazed over from the drinking or drug use his eyes are basically black. But that is only because his pupils are so dilated and then with the dark coloring his eyes come off as black. Really Ryan is pretty easy to read once you get to know him. But he is pretty different. Ryro isn't someone who gets embarressed easily, except when he gets his hair cut and he doesn't blush very easily, but when he does it generally turns his neck red instead of his cheeks. Generally when he blushes his neck will turn red and his cheeks will flush out. When he is crying his cheeks will turn red and he will consistantly put his hands up to his nose.
Even though he doesn't cry often it isn't hard to tell when he has. His eyes will be puffy and he will constantly be looking at the floor while trying to hide his face. Ryan isn't a normal person at all, when nervous he will rub the back of his neck and chew on his lower lip while his whole face will flush out and depending the situation he start to get sweaty, but not to a gross amount just that light glaze, just enough to make his banges glue down to his forehead. When he is nervous or axinious ryan can often be seen either pinching the bridge of his nose, rubbing his temples, or drinking the worries away. That is a big thing for him to do.
Ryan has a sway in his step, it is a confident sway and with every step his head is always held high. He doesn't give a nuts what people think about him and he generally towers over everyone since he does stand a good a six foot, but because of his diet he weighs around one hundred and thirty pounds. So yeah he is scrawny and he does look somewhat scrawny, but what he does have is somewhat muscle. Sure he isn't the strongest guy around, but he isn't the weakest either. Ry isn't one of those emoish scenester kids who goes around and wears the skin tight skinny jeans. Sure he wears skinny jean, but he does tend to sag them a little, rarely are they ever skin tight and those jeans are reserved for the spiecial nights when he is trying extra hard to catch someones attention. Though it generally isn't hard for him to catch peoples attention he hates it when he doesn't catch someones attention.
Even though the boy seems to be so perfect he really isn't. Pull up the sleeves of his shirt or jacket and you'll see a nice long set of tracks running down each arm. Three brown lines running nastily down his forearm from where the herione had been put in. Stand to close and you'll smell the alcohol infused with his vanilla covered breath. Even though he does sleep around and is a man sleeper and considered an easy lay things are different when your in the moment and your scars are seen by someone since they probably won't even remember them by tomorrow. Alcohol drowning every word is hard for a very slutty person like himself to cover up, but he tends to manage.
You're standing in my doorway though he's asleep in my bed
likes;; Girls.Sex.Drugs.Alcohol.Being smashed.Piercings.Tattoos.Moehawks.Girls in dresses.Vans.Converse.When his hair is long.Modeling.Sexual scenes.Anything sexual.Kissing.Hugging.Cuddling.Undressing.Anything fuckable.Anyone willing to get smashed with him.His little sister.Money.Music.Most band shirts.Sleeping.Anything expensive.Those stupid little text smilies-even if they aren't smiley-.Cameras.Taking pictures.Modeling for pictures.Sex.Flirting.Being single.Being alone-sometimes-.Sunglasses.Some in style things.His moehawk.Non-famous people.Being free.Living alone.College-sometimes-.Candy.Newspaper.Blackberries-phones-.Computers.News Channels.Coffee.Cigarettes.Alcohol.Colorful drinks.Button down shirts with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows.Skinny jeans.Converse.Vans.Piercings.Slutty girls.Easy girls.Giraffes.Tigers.Poofy hair.Affection.Casual meetings.Somewhat short girls.Mediumish/semi-long hair.Girly drinks.Hardcore drinks.Satin sheets.Fluffy pillows.Canopys.Photography.Music.Fairs.Art shows.Formal events.Clubs.Sports cars.Expiensive things.Fancy things.Smoothies.Meat.Fast foods
dislikes;; Fish.MOST Japanese food.Mexican food.Homework.College-sometimes-.Working -other than modeling-.Being told No.Girls/Guys who practice abstinence.Hopeless romantics.Anything clingy-well more like people wise-.Commitments.Relationships.Being sober.Teasers.Bullies.Teachers-unless...ah I think you catch my drift-.Losing.Being wrong.Admitting that he was wrong.His parents.Most of his family-except his sister-.Drama.Pretty much everything complicated.Sleeping alone.Bimbos-okay so he'll sleep with them, but thats it-.Listening to girls or really gay guys talk.Most conversations.Dates.Talking about -shudders- feelings.Listening to girls cry.Being tied down.Parental duties.The thought of becoming a father someday.Chores.Working.Being bored.Hangovers.Being tired.Having nothing to do.News-like the local channel-
fears;; Commitment. The thought of staying with one person forver. Needles full of medicine. Being arrested.
strengths;; His voice. Ego. Girls. He believes his Hands. Pride. Modeling. Picking up the beats of Music. Drugs. Alcohol.
weaknesses;; Girls. Drugs. Alcohol. Sex. His Little Sister. Pride. Ego. Interpurting art or literature. Garfield.
put it all together and what do you get?
Ryan is probably Bi-polar, but he refuses to believe that at all. With so many faces it is almost impossible to list them all off. These are by no manner faces taht just anyone can see. These faces are the ones that are only seen behind closed doors and only certain people will get to see.
Busy && Temperamental && Responsible && Impatient
When he gets into the working mood he can be very temperamental since he has to get things done and distractions don't help in the slightest. Ryan can be a little impatient if something isn't adding up or if a machine that he needs stops working and that is definitely a time to avoid the boy since usually that means he is going to start cursing very loud and ranting how nothing works when he needs it to and all of that crap. Ry is the boy who tries to always keep himself busy otherwise he gets bored and then feels useless and that is something that Ryan can't stand to feel like. Even though most twenty year olds are very rebellious and whatnot Ryan is probably the worst. He is somewhat mature for his age, but that is only when he needs to be. Even though he can be temperamental violent is something that he never is. Well at least with ladies. He has been known to punch walls or go and pick a fight with some guy, the normal things that guys do when their trying to vent steam. When Ryro gets impatient it really isn't that big of a deal though he will start to tap his fingers really fast in an annoying manner and he will start to huff and then the ranting will follow once he has lost all of his patience. Ryan can be a very responsible young man when he needs to be, but it just isn't a main trait for him.
Patient && Assertive && Calm && Open Minded
You know Mathew is in one of these moods if he is holding an old looking wine glass and it is barely filled. This is the time that is probably the best to try and get him to commit to doing something that he normally would never do. This is the time that you can really talk about change and he will listen. Well he'll always listen, but he it is just best to catch him on theses days. He will be patient no matter how flustered you get. He will catch every little thing you say and don't say. He is usually always the calmest at these times though he does tend to have a very mellow looking face. Which makes him look like he is really tired or on drugs. Really this is probably when he is at his kindest even though he is always well always tries to be kind to women, but when in this mood he will be the whole Make Love not War. This is when you can expect the more couply PDA from him and what not. Really these moods are pretty much always easy to bring out in the boy. Just hand him a good wine only filled a tiny bit in his favorite wine glass and it almost always gets him to change his mood. He will twirl it, smell it, then taste it, stay silent and stare at it for a brief second before making up his mind about it. Really this you'd think is when the boy would put off his guard the most, but honestly this is when its at his highest yet he still makes those childish moves and rebellious acts that cause the belt to be pulled out. Yeah even at twenty years old the boy still gets beat by his father if he does anything wrong, which is a reason why he doesn't taste wine often, sadly. But then of course its not entirely true, because if you ever sneak into his office when he is working the late hours there sitting on the table out of harms way will be his glass filled with a wine. But of course he always makes sure it isn't in the way or close enough so that if it for some odd reasons tips and he can't catch it, it won't mess up his work. That of course would be a disaster if that happened.
Cray && Wild && Spontaneous && Unpredictable
This is probably a side of Ryan that is shown often even if his father had tried to beat it out of him. Literally. His father had been the type of man who believed in using belts whether it was considered child abuse or not. Even now he sees no problem in it. But when this side does somehow seem to slip out. This is the side that forgets about work and what not. This is the side who offers to go out and party. The moods that allow him to do the things that his more composed self would turn his nose from. Yeah he'll act like a seven year old and not care. Wild. He'll scream lyrics at the top of lungs while he walks. Unpredictable. He'll being doing something and then turn around and completely surprise you by doing something else. He might be acting like he is doing something then turn around and kiss you or surprise you with something. It is just really his more untamed side. But then of course it is the side that he tries to keep out, even though most people, well teenagers like him when he acts like this because well he is fun. But of course once the belt or fist is used. As he has gotten older he has noticed that his father uses his fist more. Well that side quickly disappears and then more unknown emotions start to take hold.
Uncaring && Unresponsive && Cold && Cruel
This side of Ryans usually follows meetings and well more often the private hearings that his father would call. This usually the time to avoid Ryan and this is the time when he takes a whole bottle of Jack Daniels into his office and then he might not be seen until later in the afternoon the next day. These are the times when he will scream at you for the dumbest reasons. This is the time when he will yell at your and tell you how unimportant you are because you aren't rich or you aren't this or that. He finds a way to make you feel worthless and then tells you are pathetic for feeling worthless. He ignores questions and will basically act like you don't exist. He will hold you in the air by your throat, but that is as violent as he gets. He will after a minute of glaring he will just sit you back on your feet and turn his back and then tell you to leave. He tends to turn uncaring at this time and honestly can't tell the difference in what he is saying. Really if your want to know what Ryans fathers acts like behind closed doors when it is a one on one with him and Ry this is the time to visit. Really this isn't exactly a common face, but it is a known face, but then again Ry always tries to keep himself hidden when he gets in these moods. He'd rather not yell at people, because he isn't always forgiven. Which is something that he always beats himself up about. He is always beating himself up over the people that he screamed at. About the people who refused to forgive him and then left his life.
Goofy && Childish && Charming && Nervous
This is a somewhat rare face that Ryan usually wears when he has a surprise planned for someone. Really he acts like this around girls that he likes( but then of course he tries to avoid them also) or when something happens or when he gets super excited about something. He will act childish and he tends to use the puppy dog look a lot when he is in this mood. This is the time when he'll act like a child and try to get others to do stuff for him. Ry really doesn't ever get into this face fully, but then of course he does use it to a certain extent. Ryro tends to be the most charming when he is in this mode. This is the time when he'll take you out for those stupid little dates and then of course will but her little trinkets and what not. Really this is his more flattering stages and honestly he doesn't pay attention on the price tags when he is buying little things. This is probably one of times when he will actually act like a goof ball and won't mind doing those stupid little things that mature teenagers/adults would do. When Ryan gets nervous it really is pretty cute since even though he is pale his cheeks will turn a soft pink shade and he will keep looking at the ground and run his hand threw his hair. Ryro will continue to chew on his lip and hold a tiny smile on his face. Though a toothy grin is super rare, so yeah. This really when he acts immature and again it is a face that his father frowns upon and will call him for a private meeting either A) while he is in that mood or B) right after he returns to his normal monotone moods.
Like his father Ryan is somewhat Bi-polar, but he does have a common face that he is basically always in. This is the face that everyone sees. This is the face that all strangers see.
Ryan isn't a simple guy, even though he comes off as a very easy to read kind of male it takes a lot in fact to make the boy tick. Ryan Phillipes cares for little other than himself and his car and his little sister. Honestly the boy doesn't see a reason to really try and find that perfect one or that soulmate that it seems every girl wants to find. Ryro never tried to look and refuses to. He doesn't believe in love, well at least in a sexual way. He does care for people and think of them as family and what not, but he is always first. He has always put himself before others.
Ryan isn't afraid to throw someone under the bus if it means that he gets what he wants. He is by all means cocky and can be very jerky if he doesn't get his ways. He will stop at nothing to get what he desires. He is the boy who will use any weakness you have against you even if that means going to the other cliques that he loathes and buddying up to them or pasting flyers all over the school.
Even though Ryan is a stand off jerk who doesn't seem like the type you should trust under that thick layer is a caring side of course. There are a slim few that he actually would show mercy for and try to avoid hurting them. Ryro rarely shows any emotion other than proud and smug, he does hide his emotions very well and even though people think they can read Ryry like an open book, but those are usually the people who do get thrown under the bus in the end.
Sometimes he does feel guilty when he rats people out or gives away the secrets that he was trusted with, but people need to realize that shit like that happens in the real world. But then of course most people think they can trust everyone in their clique, well you might wanna think again with Ryry there. He isn't the type of guy who should be trusted with a secret unless you know for a fact that he thinks of you as family otherwise you might get black mailed and used as a pawn in his little games. Ryan has the gift to gab. He loves to talk and make new friends, but then of course if anyone is able to get a hold of the boys phone they will see all of the little one word side notes next to their names.
Once Ryan meets someone he isn't likely to forget them. He has a wonderful memory and makes sure that he keeps up with everyone. Making sure that he smiles to everyone in the hall and will say hi when he passes. He comes off as the guy who somehow knows everyones name. He is the kind guy who is somehow friends with almost everyone, but then of course dig a little deeper and the truth will start to show.
Ryan does make a living out of ruining peoples lives, but he never does it for no reason and he doesn't like to tell people why he does what he does. He is the partier who is always out and about. He is for sure the guy who is always with a different girl and has no intentions on changing his life style since of course the saying is 'Like Father Like Son' why not be the spitting image of daddy dearest.
The steady murmur always in my head
Your Mother;; Maria Elizabeth Phillipes, 50 years old, Banker
Your Father;; Andrew Lawerence Phillipes, 52 years old, Lawyer
Those Crying Babies;; Sarah Elizabeth Phillipes, 16 years old
Those Bossy Older Ones;; None
Anyone Else?;; None
Hometown;; New Orleans
And then your sob story;;
At seventeen years old the boy was voted most likely to be a Model in the highschool year book. All he could do was laugh. Everyone knew that he would make it as a model well at least for all of those weird little skating companies. His smile was perfect, he knew how to speak to people, he was confident and cocky. Oh how cocky this boy could be. Now most histories probably start way back when they were five and something tragic happens and that little event causes the horrible even that is like thirty years later, but not Ryan's story. Since freshman year the boy played around with drugs. Since the beginning of middle school he messed around with alcohol. No harm no foul. His parents were good people, just they were always busey with work and didn't give him very much attention which is what most adults assumed was the reason for his behavior.
Ryan was never the boy who really hung out with guys, but he has always had that little group made up of maybe two or three guys that were like him or in some way tolerable and likeable, but guys aren't Ryans strong point and they never have been. Ry has always been good with words and he has always had a knack for knowing what someone wants to hear. He hung around with the party girls, the very slutty girls, the jockey girls, the funny girls, pretty girls, smart girls, single girls, not so single girls, drunk girls, straight girls. If they have boobs and no manly body parts then he'll be happy with them. Grades had never been very important to Ryan and they probably should have been, but he just barely graduated high school and had no plans for college which his parents refused to accept.
So from there Ryan moved out of his parents house and into a friends house, but then of course that probably wasn't the best idea since neither of the boys were exactly angels both were rarely even in the apartment. Most out partying and what not. Ryan lived a contented life of drugs, parties and girls as both boys lived off of his parents finds, but when Andy died from an overdose, Ryan realized how easily that could have been him. After the boys funeral Ryro quickly got some money from his parents since he explained that he was going to New York to get some help which they gladly agree'd to. Ryan wasn't lying and he kept his word, he got to New York found an apartment and went straight to rehab to get some help. Ryan Phillipes was so proud of himself. His life was turning around. Sure he was still sleeping around quite a bit, but he had been sober for nine months.
Ryan's choice of friends has never been great, but he was able to avoid all of the wrong friends even if he couldn't make the right ones. But then one day he bumped into an old friend who had been a great drinking buddy, which is someone that Ryan didn't exactly care to see. Eric Gibblestien. He looked horrible, but still like the boy that had just maybe just a year ago getting drunk with Ryan. They spoke for a few short moments before Eric was already trying to talk Ry into a drink or two. At first he was able to refuse with ease, but as old memories were brought back and then as Eric started calling him names telling him he lost his touch that he was just a pussy now. Well of course the cocky and proud Ryan couldn't stand for this and then he fell back into the dark pit.
He started to drink again and drugs shortly followed. He did it with friends he did it by himself he did it whenever he could. Ryan had just fallen back in step with his old habits. The beer bottles lay scattered across the room as he was already drunk to a point where he would be passing out soon, but instead of taking another drink and blacking out the stupid boy grabbed the needle full of herione and shot himself up.It was too much for his body to handle and the boy passed out. Though when a somewhat sober Eric came stumbling in the later and found Ryan passed out, he thought nothing of it, but when the male didn't answer to his calls and kicks Eric finally started to panic.
He called 9-1-1 and the whole nine yards, everyone came and luckily they saved his life. Though Ryan refused to go back to rehab he just went home and moved back in with his parents acting as if he was cured. He did a good job at hiding it since whenever he even touched a needle or took a drink he stayed away from his house. Sure he wasn't drinking and drugging himself up as heavily as he had been, but he was still doing it. Though he thinks his parents have figured out that he was once again doing drugs and drinking since they just up and told him that they got him and his sister cruise tickets for a year long cruise.
You're the finest thing that I've done the hurricane I'll never outrun
hi, my name is Ty and I've been living under the sun for 18 years. However only 8 of those years have I been doin' this same old song and dance. Of course you should probably also know me because of my kick ass rp with None Yet. Of course I'm obviously a Female...how could you not notice? I obviously now the password, it's SSDD
and here's my work, ya digg?
//It Seems God Must Be Sad About Something\\
The pouring rain clashed with the purr of the cars engine while the boy just swerved through the lanes not bothering to check for anyone coming up behind him. Oliver had never been the type to check for such things and just because its raining doesn't mean that it is really going to make him drive safer. Though he probably should and is probably going to crash his baby one day, but for now he doesn't give a shit. The humming radio was soft in the background as he quickly pulled into the parking lot of Starbucks. Coffee was something that he needed right now. Something warm none of that alcohol crap that was only going to numb his mind. No that shit will come in handy later, but for now just a plain old coffee will do.
The engine suddenly stopped as Ollie exited the car and stepped out into the pouring rain. Sure an umbrella would have been wise, but with a flat billed hat and a hood on he didn't see the point for it. As he reached hte entrance though he wished he had an umbrella since now his vans were soaked and noisy, but then of course the fabric only soaked through to his socks and which of course soaked his feet. A small scowl reached his lips as his hands left the pockets on his soaked skinny jeans and entered the pockets of the large hoodie which regretfully he left unzipped so of course the shirt that he had been wearing was now soaked in the front. Oliver just sighed as he shook his head sending droplets of water everywhere as he walked up to the smiling lady.
Oliver quickly ordered a basic coffee and gave the overly perky girl his name before he paid for hte tstupid thing and walked away. Of course it wouldn't be ready any time soon since it seemed the place was packed today. Well of course most of these kids were from school, but everyone looked pretty dry except for one leaning against the wall. He looked somewhat how Oliver pictured himself. Completely soaked and now waiting for his order, but then of course the familar looking boy was somewhat glaring at his phone. Ollie just sighed as he spoke to one or two familar faces, but the conversation was short and choppy. He was never one for the deep conversations, but he didn't mind the quick chit chat every now and then.
As he absently strolled through the crowd smiling and talking to people he soon found himself standing somewhat close to him. Now this was bugging him, Oliver had a great memory and usually could easily place a name with a face, but for some reason he couldn't right now. Oliver's nose twitched in frustration as he stood silently staring at the boy trying to recall any names that might be his. Finally Oliver gave up with a huff though by this time he had been staring for quite some time and he wouldn't be surprised if the male had noticed, but it didn't matter anyways. His Vans squeaked against the floor as he walked even closer to the familar face. Having some troubles? Oliver asked absently as placed himself up against the wall next to the boy.
Of course he had no intentions of leaving until he got a name to match the face. It was probably none of his business and probably a weird way to start a conversation, but it was the first thing that left Oliver's lips and he wasn't exactly looking to impress anyone with his conversation starting skills. His hazel eyes just stared boredly at the floor as he waited for the boy to reply, but then of course maybe he wouldn't. People are never forced to answer a strangers questions, but then of course by answering their questions you usually are gaining a friend. Oliver's gaze left the floor and landed once more upon the boy as he waited for him to say something.
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Sorry it isn't very good.
I could wait around for the dust to still but I don't believe that it ever will
credit goes to The Hush Sound for their amazing song Hurricant, which gave us the lyrics for this application. Credit to everything else goes to Elizabeth, because she's kick ass, and does amazing templates. Suck it.
name;; Ryan Andrew Phillipes
nicknames;; Ry, Ryry, Ryro
age//birthday;; Twenty//05.05
class;; First Class
sexual orientation;; Metrosexual
Now that the calm's returned I know I can't manage
hair;; Ryro's hair is never really the same. It is normally somewhat scene styled and long, but when he does get it cut he tends to spike it all up into a moehawk.
eyes;; Ryan has almost racoon looking eyes becuase of the dark ring under them and with his eyes being a dark brown almost black color they just kind of blend in even though only half of his eyes are really ever seen since his eye lids tend to droop down.
body;; Ryan is a pretty scrawny looking boy when he is covered in all of his clothing, but once that is gone he is actually a pretty good looking guy. Sure he isn't the thickest built guy around the place, but he isn't pathetic looking either.
height/weight;; 6'1-6'2 // 130 lbs.
distinguishing features;;
Piercings.
-Bull Ring
-Gages
-Marilyn Monroe
Tattoos.
-Skull on his inner left forearm Clickyy
-Ship on his left shoulder Clickyy
-One star on his inner right wrist Clickyy(All of the stars)
-One star partly on the side of his right wrist
-One star kind of on the side of his right wrist
-Blue,Red, and White bird on the top of his left forearm/wrist Clickyy
your twin? Jordan Holland
put it all together and what do you get?
It is a hard thing to do, describe Ryan Phillipes. It is an awfully hard thing to do. He is never the same. Never has stayed with one look long enough for people to really place him as a certain something, but now he has been. He is a permanent druggie/alcoholic and is somewhat open about it. Unlike most of druggies or alcoholics or whatever he does take care of himself. He is a boy though and when he wakes up he runs his fingers through his hair once or twice and thats it. Sometimes he might actually do it up, but that is usually when he is trying to impress someone.
He has permanent raccoon eyes from all of the late night parties, drugs, and alcohol. He rarely ever has short hair and when he does he hates it. He is so self consious about it that he will rarely leave the house until it grows back out. Ryan use to get along just fine with his parents, but that was when he was still that little smiley boy who dressed in nice outfits and had the short spiky hair and seemed to be every parents dream child. But all it took was one girl. All it took was one afternoon with the wrong crowd and that boy was gone. The afternoon he changed he let his hair grow out. He wore skinny jeans with random band shirts and vans or converse. Even though he changed so much he still does dress up actually quite often. Really the only days that he really wears a plain ol' band shirt is on the days that he is sick or something when he just isn't in the mood to make an effort, otherwise he is usually in a button down shirt with a pair of skinny jeans or a regular shirt with a button up shirt on, but it is left unbuttoned.
Even though he doesn't wear make-up the rings under his eyes just makes it look like he does. Every piercing and tattoo that the boy has were all in protest against his parents. The gages were the first and there had been a whole lot of yelling that week. Next came the bull ring which got him even more screams, but he doesn't wear that one very often, but it is still always an option. Next was the skull tattoo on his upper forearm. Then the ship and then a marilyn monroe piercing. Followed shortly by a bird tattoo and a row of stars. Well his parents had enough of the it and after they figured out his drug use he was kicked out, but he didn't give a nuts. Just like everyone else born in New Orleans the boy was pale, but during the summer he usually disappears for a few weeks and then of course he returns tan, but refuses to tell anyone where he disappears to.
Ry is the boy who always has what looks to be a super small cigarette between his lips and sometimes he does have a cigarette, but usually it isn't. Ryan isn't really a big smiley type of guy, but he will laugh if something is funny and he loves to smirk. That is probably a really big thing with him. Smirking is he main lip form, even though he does actually have a great and flawless smile he rarely uses it. When Ryan doesn't get his hair cut, but he does get it trimmed like the sides and bangs that is when he does tend to make his hair into a moehawk. Of course you laugh now, but that is the only way he was leave his house after getting it trimmed or cut, but if it is cut to a point where he can't moehawk it up then he refuses to leave his house or he will wear something that covers his head and his short hair.
Ryry has always had dark eyes and I mean dark as in the color. Even though they are somewhat hazel they tend to look justa shade off of black most of the time and when his eyes are glazed over from the drinking or drug use his eyes are basically black. But that is only because his pupils are so dilated and then with the dark coloring his eyes come off as black. Really Ryan is pretty easy to read once you get to know him. But he is pretty different. Ryro isn't someone who gets embarressed easily, except when he gets his hair cut and he doesn't blush very easily, but when he does it generally turns his neck red instead of his cheeks. Generally when he blushes his neck will turn red and his cheeks will flush out. When he is crying his cheeks will turn red and he will consistantly put his hands up to his nose.
Even though he doesn't cry often it isn't hard to tell when he has. His eyes will be puffy and he will constantly be looking at the floor while trying to hide his face. Ryan isn't a normal person at all, when nervous he will rub the back of his neck and chew on his lower lip while his whole face will flush out and depending the situation he start to get sweaty, but not to a gross amount just that light glaze, just enough to make his banges glue down to his forehead. When he is nervous or axinious ryan can often be seen either pinching the bridge of his nose, rubbing his temples, or drinking the worries away. That is a big thing for him to do.
Ryan has a sway in his step, it is a confident sway and with every step his head is always held high. He doesn't give a nuts what people think about him and he generally towers over everyone since he does stand a good a six foot, but because of his diet he weighs around one hundred and thirty pounds. So yeah he is scrawny and he does look somewhat scrawny, but what he does have is somewhat muscle. Sure he isn't the strongest guy around, but he isn't the weakest either. Ry isn't one of those emoish scenester kids who goes around and wears the skin tight skinny jeans. Sure he wears skinny jean, but he does tend to sag them a little, rarely are they ever skin tight and those jeans are reserved for the spiecial nights when he is trying extra hard to catch someones attention. Though it generally isn't hard for him to catch peoples attention he hates it when he doesn't catch someones attention.
Even though the boy seems to be so perfect he really isn't. Pull up the sleeves of his shirt or jacket and you'll see a nice long set of tracks running down each arm. Three brown lines running nastily down his forearm from where the herione had been put in. Stand to close and you'll smell the alcohol infused with his vanilla covered breath. Even though he does sleep around and is a man sleeper and considered an easy lay things are different when your in the moment and your scars are seen by someone since they probably won't even remember them by tomorrow. Alcohol drowning every word is hard for a very slutty person like himself to cover up, but he tends to manage.
You're standing in my doorway though he's asleep in my bed
likes;; Girls.Sex.Drugs.Alcohol.Being smashed.Piercings.Tattoos.Moehawks.Girls in dresses.Vans.Converse.When his hair is long.Modeling.Sexual scenes.Anything sexual.Kissing.Hugging.Cuddling.Undressing.Anything fuckable.Anyone willing to get smashed with him.His little sister.Money.Music.Most band shirts.Sleeping.Anything expensive.Those stupid little text smilies-even if they aren't smiley-.Cameras.Taking pictures.Modeling for pictures.Sex.Flirting.Being single.Being alone-sometimes-.Sunglasses.Some in style things.His moehawk.Non-famous people.Being free.Living alone.College-sometimes-.Candy.Newspaper.Blackberries-phones-.Computers.News Channels.Coffee.Cigarettes.Alcohol.Colorful drinks.Button down shirts with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows.Skinny jeans.Converse.Vans.Piercings.Slutty girls.Easy girls.Giraffes.Tigers.Poofy hair.Affection.Casual meetings.Somewhat short girls.Mediumish/semi-long hair.Girly drinks.Hardcore drinks.Satin sheets.Fluffy pillows.Canopys.Photography.Music.Fairs.Art shows.Formal events.Clubs.Sports cars.Expiensive things.Fancy things.Smoothies.Meat.Fast foods
dislikes;; Fish.MOST Japanese food.Mexican food.Homework.College-sometimes-.Working -other than modeling-.Being told No.Girls/Guys who practice abstinence.Hopeless romantics.Anything clingy-well more like people wise-.Commitments.Relationships.Being sober.Teasers.Bullies.Teachers-unless...ah I think you catch my drift-.Losing.Being wrong.Admitting that he was wrong.His parents.Most of his family-except his sister-.Drama.Pretty much everything complicated.Sleeping alone.Bimbos-okay so he'll sleep with them, but thats it-.Listening to girls or really gay guys talk.Most conversations.Dates.Talking about -shudders- feelings.Listening to girls cry.Being tied down.Parental duties.The thought of becoming a father someday.Chores.Working.Being bored.Hangovers.Being tired.Having nothing to do.News-like the local channel-
fears;; Commitment. The thought of staying with one person forver. Needles full of medicine. Being arrested.
strengths;; His voice. Ego. Girls. He believes his Hands. Pride. Modeling. Picking up the beats of Music. Drugs. Alcohol.
weaknesses;; Girls. Drugs. Alcohol. Sex. His Little Sister. Pride. Ego. Interpurting art or literature. Garfield.
put it all together and what do you get?
Ryan is probably Bi-polar, but he refuses to believe that at all. With so many faces it is almost impossible to list them all off. These are by no manner faces taht just anyone can see. These faces are the ones that are only seen behind closed doors and only certain people will get to see.
Busy && Temperamental && Responsible && Impatient
When he gets into the working mood he can be very temperamental since he has to get things done and distractions don't help in the slightest. Ryan can be a little impatient if something isn't adding up or if a machine that he needs stops working and that is definitely a time to avoid the boy since usually that means he is going to start cursing very loud and ranting how nothing works when he needs it to and all of that crap. Ry is the boy who tries to always keep himself busy otherwise he gets bored and then feels useless and that is something that Ryan can't stand to feel like. Even though most twenty year olds are very rebellious and whatnot Ryan is probably the worst. He is somewhat mature for his age, but that is only when he needs to be. Even though he can be temperamental violent is something that he never is. Well at least with ladies. He has been known to punch walls or go and pick a fight with some guy, the normal things that guys do when their trying to vent steam. When Ryro gets impatient it really isn't that big of a deal though he will start to tap his fingers really fast in an annoying manner and he will start to huff and then the ranting will follow once he has lost all of his patience. Ryan can be a very responsible young man when he needs to be, but it just isn't a main trait for him.
Patient && Assertive && Calm && Open Minded
You know Mathew is in one of these moods if he is holding an old looking wine glass and it is barely filled. This is the time that is probably the best to try and get him to commit to doing something that he normally would never do. This is the time that you can really talk about change and he will listen. Well he'll always listen, but he it is just best to catch him on theses days. He will be patient no matter how flustered you get. He will catch every little thing you say and don't say. He is usually always the calmest at these times though he does tend to have a very mellow looking face. Which makes him look like he is really tired or on drugs. Really this is probably when he is at his kindest even though he is always well always tries to be kind to women, but when in this mood he will be the whole Make Love not War. This is when you can expect the more couply PDA from him and what not. Really these moods are pretty much always easy to bring out in the boy. Just hand him a good wine only filled a tiny bit in his favorite wine glass and it almost always gets him to change his mood. He will twirl it, smell it, then taste it, stay silent and stare at it for a brief second before making up his mind about it. Really this you'd think is when the boy would put off his guard the most, but honestly this is when its at his highest yet he still makes those childish moves and rebellious acts that cause the belt to be pulled out. Yeah even at twenty years old the boy still gets beat by his father if he does anything wrong, which is a reason why he doesn't taste wine often, sadly. But then of course its not entirely true, because if you ever sneak into his office when he is working the late hours there sitting on the table out of harms way will be his glass filled with a wine. But of course he always makes sure it isn't in the way or close enough so that if it for some odd reasons tips and he can't catch it, it won't mess up his work. That of course would be a disaster if that happened.
Cray && Wild && Spontaneous && Unpredictable
This is probably a side of Ryan that is shown often even if his father had tried to beat it out of him. Literally. His father had been the type of man who believed in using belts whether it was considered child abuse or not. Even now he sees no problem in it. But when this side does somehow seem to slip out. This is the side that forgets about work and what not. This is the side who offers to go out and party. The moods that allow him to do the things that his more composed self would turn his nose from. Yeah he'll act like a seven year old and not care. Wild. He'll scream lyrics at the top of lungs while he walks. Unpredictable. He'll being doing something and then turn around and completely surprise you by doing something else. He might be acting like he is doing something then turn around and kiss you or surprise you with something. It is just really his more untamed side. But then of course it is the side that he tries to keep out, even though most people, well teenagers like him when he acts like this because well he is fun. But of course once the belt or fist is used. As he has gotten older he has noticed that his father uses his fist more. Well that side quickly disappears and then more unknown emotions start to take hold.
Uncaring && Unresponsive && Cold && Cruel
This side of Ryans usually follows meetings and well more often the private hearings that his father would call. This usually the time to avoid Ryan and this is the time when he takes a whole bottle of Jack Daniels into his office and then he might not be seen until later in the afternoon the next day. These are the times when he will scream at you for the dumbest reasons. This is the time when he will yell at your and tell you how unimportant you are because you aren't rich or you aren't this or that. He finds a way to make you feel worthless and then tells you are pathetic for feeling worthless. He ignores questions and will basically act like you don't exist. He will hold you in the air by your throat, but that is as violent as he gets. He will after a minute of glaring he will just sit you back on your feet and turn his back and then tell you to leave. He tends to turn uncaring at this time and honestly can't tell the difference in what he is saying. Really if your want to know what Ryans fathers acts like behind closed doors when it is a one on one with him and Ry this is the time to visit. Really this isn't exactly a common face, but it is a known face, but then again Ry always tries to keep himself hidden when he gets in these moods. He'd rather not yell at people, because he isn't always forgiven. Which is something that he always beats himself up about. He is always beating himself up over the people that he screamed at. About the people who refused to forgive him and then left his life.
Goofy && Childish && Charming && Nervous
This is a somewhat rare face that Ryan usually wears when he has a surprise planned for someone. Really he acts like this around girls that he likes( but then of course he tries to avoid them also) or when something happens or when he gets super excited about something. He will act childish and he tends to use the puppy dog look a lot when he is in this mood. This is the time when he'll act like a child and try to get others to do stuff for him. Ry really doesn't ever get into this face fully, but then of course he does use it to a certain extent. Ryro tends to be the most charming when he is in this mode. This is the time when he'll take you out for those stupid little dates and then of course will but her little trinkets and what not. Really this is his more flattering stages and honestly he doesn't pay attention on the price tags when he is buying little things. This is probably one of times when he will actually act like a goof ball and won't mind doing those stupid little things that mature teenagers/adults would do. When Ryan gets nervous it really is pretty cute since even though he is pale his cheeks will turn a soft pink shade and he will keep looking at the ground and run his hand threw his hair. Ryro will continue to chew on his lip and hold a tiny smile on his face. Though a toothy grin is super rare, so yeah. This really when he acts immature and again it is a face that his father frowns upon and will call him for a private meeting either A) while he is in that mood or B) right after he returns to his normal monotone moods.
Like his father Ryan is somewhat Bi-polar, but he does have a common face that he is basically always in. This is the face that everyone sees. This is the face that all strangers see.
Ryan isn't a simple guy, even though he comes off as a very easy to read kind of male it takes a lot in fact to make the boy tick. Ryan Phillipes cares for little other than himself and his car and his little sister. Honestly the boy doesn't see a reason to really try and find that perfect one or that soulmate that it seems every girl wants to find. Ryro never tried to look and refuses to. He doesn't believe in love, well at least in a sexual way. He does care for people and think of them as family and what not, but he is always first. He has always put himself before others.
Ryan isn't afraid to throw someone under the bus if it means that he gets what he wants. He is by all means cocky and can be very jerky if he doesn't get his ways. He will stop at nothing to get what he desires. He is the boy who will use any weakness you have against you even if that means going to the other cliques that he loathes and buddying up to them or pasting flyers all over the school.
Even though Ryan is a stand off jerk who doesn't seem like the type you should trust under that thick layer is a caring side of course. There are a slim few that he actually would show mercy for and try to avoid hurting them. Ryro rarely shows any emotion other than proud and smug, he does hide his emotions very well and even though people think they can read Ryry like an open book, but those are usually the people who do get thrown under the bus in the end.
Sometimes he does feel guilty when he rats people out or gives away the secrets that he was trusted with, but people need to realize that shit like that happens in the real world. But then of course most people think they can trust everyone in their clique, well you might wanna think again with Ryry there. He isn't the type of guy who should be trusted with a secret unless you know for a fact that he thinks of you as family otherwise you might get black mailed and used as a pawn in his little games. Ryan has the gift to gab. He loves to talk and make new friends, but then of course if anyone is able to get a hold of the boys phone they will see all of the little one word side notes next to their names.
Once Ryan meets someone he isn't likely to forget them. He has a wonderful memory and makes sure that he keeps up with everyone. Making sure that he smiles to everyone in the hall and will say hi when he passes. He comes off as the guy who somehow knows everyones name. He is the kind guy who is somehow friends with almost everyone, but then of course dig a little deeper and the truth will start to show.
Ryan does make a living out of ruining peoples lives, but he never does it for no reason and he doesn't like to tell people why he does what he does. He is the partier who is always out and about. He is for sure the guy who is always with a different girl and has no intentions on changing his life style since of course the saying is 'Like Father Like Son' why not be the spitting image of daddy dearest.
The steady murmur always in my head
Your Mother;; Maria Elizabeth Phillipes, 50 years old, Banker
Your Father;; Andrew Lawerence Phillipes, 52 years old, Lawyer
Those Crying Babies;; Sarah Elizabeth Phillipes, 16 years old
Those Bossy Older Ones;; None
Anyone Else?;; None
Hometown;; New Orleans
And then your sob story;;
At seventeen years old the boy was voted most likely to be a Model in the highschool year book. All he could do was laugh. Everyone knew that he would make it as a model well at least for all of those weird little skating companies. His smile was perfect, he knew how to speak to people, he was confident and cocky. Oh how cocky this boy could be. Now most histories probably start way back when they were five and something tragic happens and that little event causes the horrible even that is like thirty years later, but not Ryan's story. Since freshman year the boy played around with drugs. Since the beginning of middle school he messed around with alcohol. No harm no foul. His parents were good people, just they were always busey with work and didn't give him very much attention which is what most adults assumed was the reason for his behavior.
Ryan was never the boy who really hung out with guys, but he has always had that little group made up of maybe two or three guys that were like him or in some way tolerable and likeable, but guys aren't Ryans strong point and they never have been. Ry has always been good with words and he has always had a knack for knowing what someone wants to hear. He hung around with the party girls, the very slutty girls, the jockey girls, the funny girls, pretty girls, smart girls, single girls, not so single girls, drunk girls, straight girls. If they have boobs and no manly body parts then he'll be happy with them. Grades had never been very important to Ryan and they probably should have been, but he just barely graduated high school and had no plans for college which his parents refused to accept.
So from there Ryan moved out of his parents house and into a friends house, but then of course that probably wasn't the best idea since neither of the boys were exactly angels both were rarely even in the apartment. Most out partying and what not. Ryan lived a contented life of drugs, parties and girls as both boys lived off of his parents finds, but when Andy died from an overdose, Ryan realized how easily that could have been him. After the boys funeral Ryro quickly got some money from his parents since he explained that he was going to New York to get some help which they gladly agree'd to. Ryan wasn't lying and he kept his word, he got to New York found an apartment and went straight to rehab to get some help. Ryan Phillipes was so proud of himself. His life was turning around. Sure he was still sleeping around quite a bit, but he had been sober for nine months.
Ryan's choice of friends has never been great, but he was able to avoid all of the wrong friends even if he couldn't make the right ones. But then one day he bumped into an old friend who had been a great drinking buddy, which is someone that Ryan didn't exactly care to see. Eric Gibblestien. He looked horrible, but still like the boy that had just maybe just a year ago getting drunk with Ryan. They spoke for a few short moments before Eric was already trying to talk Ry into a drink or two. At first he was able to refuse with ease, but as old memories were brought back and then as Eric started calling him names telling him he lost his touch that he was just a pussy now. Well of course the cocky and proud Ryan couldn't stand for this and then he fell back into the dark pit.
He started to drink again and drugs shortly followed. He did it with friends he did it by himself he did it whenever he could. Ryan had just fallen back in step with his old habits. The beer bottles lay scattered across the room as he was already drunk to a point where he would be passing out soon, but instead of taking another drink and blacking out the stupid boy grabbed the needle full of herione and shot himself up.It was too much for his body to handle and the boy passed out. Though when a somewhat sober Eric came stumbling in the later and found Ryan passed out, he thought nothing of it, but when the male didn't answer to his calls and kicks Eric finally started to panic.
He called 9-1-1 and the whole nine yards, everyone came and luckily they saved his life. Though Ryan refused to go back to rehab he just went home and moved back in with his parents acting as if he was cured. He did a good job at hiding it since whenever he even touched a needle or took a drink he stayed away from his house. Sure he wasn't drinking and drugging himself up as heavily as he had been, but he was still doing it. Though he thinks his parents have figured out that he was once again doing drugs and drinking since they just up and told him that they got him and his sister cruise tickets for a year long cruise.
You're the finest thing that I've done the hurricane I'll never outrun
hi, my name is Ty and I've been living under the sun for 18 years. However only 8 of those years have I been doin' this same old song and dance. Of course you should probably also know me because of my kick ass rp with None Yet. Of course I'm obviously a Female...how could you not notice? I obviously now the password, it's SSDD
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//It Seems God Must Be Sad About Something\\
The pouring rain clashed with the purr of the cars engine while the boy just swerved through the lanes not bothering to check for anyone coming up behind him. Oliver had never been the type to check for such things and just because its raining doesn't mean that it is really going to make him drive safer. Though he probably should and is probably going to crash his baby one day, but for now he doesn't give a shit. The humming radio was soft in the background as he quickly pulled into the parking lot of Starbucks. Coffee was something that he needed right now. Something warm none of that alcohol crap that was only going to numb his mind. No that shit will come in handy later, but for now just a plain old coffee will do.
The engine suddenly stopped as Ollie exited the car and stepped out into the pouring rain. Sure an umbrella would have been wise, but with a flat billed hat and a hood on he didn't see the point for it. As he reached hte entrance though he wished he had an umbrella since now his vans were soaked and noisy, but then of course the fabric only soaked through to his socks and which of course soaked his feet. A small scowl reached his lips as his hands left the pockets on his soaked skinny jeans and entered the pockets of the large hoodie which regretfully he left unzipped so of course the shirt that he had been wearing was now soaked in the front. Oliver just sighed as he shook his head sending droplets of water everywhere as he walked up to the smiling lady.
Oliver quickly ordered a basic coffee and gave the overly perky girl his name before he paid for hte tstupid thing and walked away. Of course it wouldn't be ready any time soon since it seemed the place was packed today. Well of course most of these kids were from school, but everyone looked pretty dry except for one leaning against the wall. He looked somewhat how Oliver pictured himself. Completely soaked and now waiting for his order, but then of course the familar looking boy was somewhat glaring at his phone. Ollie just sighed as he spoke to one or two familar faces, but the conversation was short and choppy. He was never one for the deep conversations, but he didn't mind the quick chit chat every now and then.
As he absently strolled through the crowd smiling and talking to people he soon found himself standing somewhat close to him. Now this was bugging him, Oliver had a great memory and usually could easily place a name with a face, but for some reason he couldn't right now. Oliver's nose twitched in frustration as he stood silently staring at the boy trying to recall any names that might be his. Finally Oliver gave up with a huff though by this time he had been staring for quite some time and he wouldn't be surprised if the male had noticed, but it didn't matter anyways. His Vans squeaked against the floor as he walked even closer to the familar face. Having some troubles? Oliver asked absently as placed himself up against the wall next to the boy.
Of course he had no intentions of leaving until he got a name to match the face. It was probably none of his business and probably a weird way to start a conversation, but it was the first thing that left Oliver's lips and he wasn't exactly looking to impress anyone with his conversation starting skills. His hazel eyes just stared boredly at the floor as he waited for the boy to reply, but then of course maybe he wouldn't. People are never forced to answer a strangers questions, but then of course by answering their questions you usually are gaining a friend. Oliver's gaze left the floor and landed once more upon the boy as he waited for him to say something.
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Sorry it isn't very good.
I could wait around for the dust to still but I don't believe that it ever will
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